One More Chance by Jaycelle Rodriguez

Chapter 64: The Divorce Papers ~~Sadness hasat the end of the line. Helpless, I watched you break this heart of mine. And all you have to do was apologize and mean it, but you didn't say you're sorry, I don't understand. You don't care that you hurt me. You didn't loveenough, my heart may never mend. And you'll never get to love me, it's too late, it's over now~~~ -Nina Garrido- I turned around to open the door to my room but to my surprise, he grabbed my hand again and what he did next was kinda shocked me.

A loud gasped escaped my lips as he pressedagainst the wall before capturing my lips. He kissedhard and aggressively that almost leavesshort of breath.

My eyes widened in shock and confusion. I tried to push him, but he was too strong that he didn't even move, instead, he held my waist and drewcloser to him.

Our chest made a hard impact as they collided and causedto moan in pain, which he took as an opportunity to invade my mouth and kisseddeeply and hungrily.

I really wanted to shout at that moment, push him and get away from his grip, but it's all useless as he held the back of my head to angle his lips. His other hand also started roaming on my back, touching and kneading my skin up and down.

After a few seconds, I just found myself responding to his kiss. I know I'm not drunk, but I couldn't explain as to why my heart and soul wanted what's happening betweenand Luke at the moment, despite how my mind screaming atto stop. They seemed drunker than my body and sanity.

The moment I responded to his kiss, he seemed to be stunned for a few seconds, but then the kiss continued. I melted into his embrace that caused my legs to wobble and turned them like jelly. But to my surprise, he put his knee in between my legs and heldstill to support my weight.

I threw my hands around his neck and closed my eyes, returning his hungry kisses as demanding as he does. It has been a long tsince I felt his embrace, his kiss and the unexplained excitement that surged my body. The warmth of his touch seemed like electricity flowing through my veins down to my spine that slowly bringing life to my already cold blood.

An exciting moan escaped my lips when he pulledcloser to his body. I held my breath when he leaned down. His lips kissing their way down to my throat as he bites the skin of my neck and on the blade of my shoulder, leaving them red bruised-like marks.

I was standing there in the hallway, in front of my room, kissing my husband back and was getting close to losing my sanity, but suddenly I froze.

I froze when I heard him moan and all of a sudden all the hurtful scenes and memories of him with her cback to me. My mouth hung open, gasping for air as the tears began to form around my eyes.

And that pulledback to my senses. I didn't wait for a second and pushed him that almost make him lose his balance.

"No!" I uttered, still chasing my breath.

The frown on his forehead showed how shocked he was by my actions, but I shook my head and stared at him as the tears already rolled down my face. It wasn't just the memories that cback, but also the pain. I didn't know that the most painful goodbye is that even if you haven't heard it yet, but your heart already felt it.

"No... no! We can't do this! I can't do this! Not now and maybe not anymore!" I said, wiping my neck with my hands as if his kiss and the touch of his lips were skind of disgusting germs left on my skin.

"Sam---" "I can't do this! I can still see you in my head, holding her, kissing her, caressing every inch of her and I can't let it go! I don't know what I did to you, Luke for you to punishlike this." "Samantha..." He tried to touchbut I stepped back.

"All I know is that I have loved you and I still love you and that's the only thing I've done wrong. I can't bear that you will holdwith the shands you used to hold her and make her happy, while I, that have done nothing but to wait for you every day and understand all your excuses for four years, you still hurt me!" I haven't heard anything from him and in that long hallway on the second floor, there's no sound can hear other than my sobs and sniffs.

"I just wish I knew how to do these things before, so I didn't waste my twaiting for you. But anyway, thank you for the gift of pain and sadness. I know someday I will use them to move on and find myself again because I had already forgotten how to bewhen I started loving you and when I married you." "You're drunk, maybe you should take a rest and let's talk about it again tomorrow." A sarcastic chuckle left my lips.

"I'm not drunk. I still know how to count my fingers so I know I'm not drunk!" At that very moment, I was waiting for him to apologise... to say 'sorry' but he never did. I know how much of a fool I was to silently pray for him to say the word, but I guess, he has already forgotten how to mention that word.

"Don't worry, I'm not going to ask you the squestion a wife always asks her husband before deciding to let him go... if who you will choose from us. Is itand your daughter or her? Is it your family or her? But you don't have to answer it because I already know who you're going to choose." When he said nothing, I twisted the doorknob to open it, but I remained standing in the door.

"And one more thing, I already asked our lawyer to sendthe divorce papers---"